Hello loyal friend!!!

It's been a while... A long while, but I feel that it was very good for me, sorry that I just disappeared though. :/

I finally feel like that things are (going to say it again) 'finally!' coming together since i graduated this time last year, and that things that I've been trying to figure out, I am getting closer and closer to! So nice. :)

Some things about me are different, and I've had to change, and I am still changing, hopefully by God's grace all is for the better.

Is it okay if I kind of spill? Hope it is, if not, scroll down for the art related fun stuff. ;)

One of the biggest things about me is that I've really been working on my relationship with The Lord, and I would love it if I could be an shoulder/ supporter for you and prayer warrior for anyone, and that, even if you who is reading this hasn't felt loved in a while, or hasn't felt joy, them maybe perhaps, if you'd allow me, I'd love it if you would share if you wanted to, or even if just something I say or post that puts a smile on your face, even if I never know about it, then I'd say that something is right in the world. :)

Now, onto life updates:
I (finally!) got my license, and just barely a full two months later I bought my first vehicle. It's a Jeep... X)

And it's so much fun, work, but fun. I'm learning so much about how cars work, how maintain them, the huge pressure of responsibility, which is so good but hard too. But the experience and trials are (I know, but is not my favorite thing) are super for growing up. ;)

Summer is here in the Pacific North West, which is very nice. I am so blessed to live surrounded by water. Within a five mile radius, I can count five decent  sized lakes, plus some small ones, with the cedar and green river close enough to visit, but far enough to not have to worry about the floodings each winter.

With summer also comes the annual Scottish Highland Games... Which are a huge highlight for me. This year was even more special, because my dear friends I occasionally play with, the Miss Adventures, played at the Highland Games with our friend Sarabeth coming in with the violin. Didn't get any really good pictures of that... But here are the few.

Got myself a souvenir as well:)

I've also been drawing and painting! Yay!

Here are some random pictures, my finger is getting very done with swyping on my Nexus tablet, so, I will say my good bye now, blessings all! More soon! (I might post some varied little videos at the bottom of this post as well... If my battery last that long:)

Got to paint a forest scene for a local play of Narnia. Had a lot of fun painting something so huge:) three panels in all.

news.

Hello all!
Just a quick (which quickly got not so quick... ) note here, to say that while I really haven't been around much here - it's going to be even less for a little while.  Reasons why...
But first (interrupting myself)  some life updates from the last six months:  I've graduated from highschool,  failed at way too many things in nearly every day since then (no worries though,  picking myself back up and reminding myself again and again that I have to make these mistakes), went to a drawing jam in Seattle (which was so much fun! But bummed I didn't get a chance to go into the massive model building to get all sketchy:) and turned nineteen.  :)

While I'm gone, I will be doing some major schooling for my brainO, kind of getting back to the basics of what I want to be as an artist, as well as doing some small collage lessons...  which in my case  (being the weird teen that I am) means tons of reading and note taking but most likely no classes per say. My great aunt gave me a gift card to UW book store, so I'm sure I'll find loads of inspiring things there. Trying to spend more time with the people around me, making sure to use my words because I don't use them enough to encourage and build people up (rings of 2013 resolutions eh?). I'm also will be getting back into letter writing, note taking (oops, already said that), picture taking and trying to make money for a life changing journey I hope I'll be able to take this year sometime.  More of all that later.

Medium:  0.05 ink 

So you can see my face:)

P.S.
If you have any suggestions on what I should study on,  I'm thinking art related but doesn't have to be,  please share.  Basically everyone that follows this little cloud of mine are so amazing,  I'm sure all of you are great talented people,  and I get so filled up on jamin' love from you'al, you inspire me and make me feel good about going on in this. And I'd be honored to get any input and feedback.
Thank you so much!

some ink sketches for today

Medium: 0.05 permawriter II ink pen

(sorry that the quality of the pictures are spat, they were taken with my tablet :)

not too much free time lately.

Recently, one of my favorite things to do with my free time,  while out of the house,  is to go study at the local library.
Study wise it changes every time I go,  but the library?  It stays the same.

The smell (have to start with that) of book pages,  new and old, wood and printer ink.  The sound of the book cart making it's runs to the many shelves and it's constant squeaky wheel. Books you can buy go a quarter, endless supplies of knowledge at your fingers, and even more if you're willing to search all the other branches of building stocked  with books your town.
 The older gentleman sighing after every second turning off his book, the line of computers with people sitting in front of (almost always playing some internet game -which did annoy me in the past,  but now,  I see it as "more-time- with- books- and- no- bumping- into- people- in- aisles-for- me!!!!  ;), clicking away...
The availability of taking a book down, scanning through it and jotting down little jewels of wisdom and wittiness that you want to remember forever -  and sighing (with an uncanny harmony to the man behind you) when your arms are trembling with the weight of all those words,  and you begin a list of all the books you'll be checking out next time.
Flyers for clubs and guilds you can join, large, stuffed animals in the children's section (admit it, you've cuddled up with them too when no one's around), big- open windows and covers of books that you stand in front of in awe.

The little jem I found today is related to all watercolorists around. I read it and immediately felt at ease.  Here it is for anyone else out there that has felt the same way as myself,  thinking that what I do and want to do in my watercolors,  isn't allowed and every time frowned upon. Here it is:

"For some reason,  watercolour has attracted a more comprehensive -and often inexplicable-  list of dos and don'ts then any other medium.  People feel that there is a "correct" way of working and that any departure from this constitutes a kind of unfaithfulness to the medium.  For example, we are told that we must never use opaque white because it will spoil the lovely translucence of the colours; while good painting aids such as masking fluid are described as "mechanical" and therefore in some way immoral.  Eyebrows are raised if you try anything new -it is simply not done. Interesting, all the theories of correct procedure have only sprung up in this century, while the more rigid rules surrounding oil painting were the product of 18th- and 19th-century academic tradition and have since been largely abandoned.  The best 19th-century watercolours, particularly those by (J.M. W.) Turner, reveal am enormous variety in the methods used, as well as many practices which might be frowned upon today.  Turner used opaque paint, he moved the paint around on the picture surface and allowed colours  to run;  he smudged paint with his fingers and even scratched into it in places. In short, he used the medium as the servant of his ideas rather than the other way around." 

-Hazel Harrison ("Watercolor, Oil & Acrylic")


That said, I am still very much afraid to pick up opaque paints, but I feel very energized by reading this for who- knows- how- many- times,  and this new chapter has begun. The chapter where I am no longer afraid of my own brush, the Purest of watercolorists and am now ready to go out once again and paint and paint and paint.

Lovely words from books make my day.

Au revoir!

what's been happening...

 It's autumn...  which is just SO crazy...  but colors are beautifully stunning...  even though every thing is dead... O.o

I really, really wish I had more to show with my time absent from most of the computer world...  but first seen stars are not always reliable.  So,  here is just a few peeks into my...  for lack of more creative word:  life.

It always amuses me how many times you have to do drafts before final outcome.

 Reference photos from my grandparents woods,  so many amazing- lovely,  gnarly trees!!!

 :) my absolutely favorite kind.

I found that you can draw on guitar picks,  as long as it's not a glossy cover. Now,  to find some without logos and half of my friends Christmas gifts completed! ;)

Hat-tip (and big high five) to anyone who can recognize my inspiration for my pumpkin. (maws- hahaha! )



And, guess that's it folks.  It is now tomorrow and I have to work  in the early morning (but not in my sketchbook...  sadness), and then am going to see Fiddler on the Roof at the theater house with my sister.  Can't wait.
I'll leave you with this illustration of my rice maker...  just days before it went to kitchen appliance heaven.
(this is a totally correct drawing in the anatomy of it by the way,  not making any of this up: )

Much love!




Stuck in my head at moment:  "This Kiss " feat: Alex Day and Carrie Fletcher  :)